The Library

Last night when I was with some of the guys from work, I figured out what my weekly post is going to be. I have decided to have a theme song of the week and add it to the Itunes library. I'll try to add the lyrics but I will tell how much I enjoy hearing the song.


To start it off I have decided to put a song in that really describes me when it comes to being in a relationship. I'm usually the guy that takes a while to know whether or not I should date a someone, and by the I figure that out. She is dating someone else, which is usually a mistake. So, what do I do? Well, I just stay friends.
I have met so many wonderful women, that I can't stand it. So since I am always watching the ones I want to date, I have decided this week to add "Teardrops on my Guitar" by Taylor Swift. Enjoy the video all. I'll see you next week.

LPO at Sea?

Today I have learned a lot about myself. I have only been in my job for about 6 weeks, but I'm already taking peoples jobs (in a good way). You see, I have never really been a take charge kind of guy when it came to my profession before, but now, I can't help it. It feels like I should have been doing this all along. The juniors, keep asking me for help, or advise more now than they ever have and the Senior people well they just don't seem to care enough about everything, to do the job they are suppose to do.

I don't understand where all this came from, IT'S AWESOME!!!!!!

Have a good night all

Unable to match?

What is it? What does it take? What will I have do? Will there ever be a chance for me in the future? Should I just plan to be looked at in only one way? What ever happened to potential?

These are some of the questions I have been asking myself the last few days. Should I lower my standards, because the women I know that deserve a man like me won't attempt to change a friendship to a relationship? Over the last year or so, I have meet some pretty amazing women. Some are great mothers, some are excellent at their careers, and some are just the type of women that should follow their heart. Now don't get me wrong, I would give anything to be in a different situation with any of them.
Maybe its me? If that is the case, then I should just by my dream boat and be done with it. Lord knows I spend enough nights alone that it is starting to become expected not to change. Now, people tell me don't rush it, it will happen. Yeah, well it hasn't happened in the last 3 years, and I'm apparently not getting anymore desirable. Heck, I probably was never desired, by anyone. Oh well. the life of a sailor is always a lonely one. I'm just glad I have my Mistress.


Good night All.