What is it? What does it take? What will I have do? Will there ever be a chance for me in the future? Should I just plan to be looked at in only one way? What ever happened to potential?
These are some of the questions I have been asking myself the last few days. Should I lower my standards, because the women I know that deserve a man like me won't attempt to change a friendship to a relationship? Over the last year or so, I have meet some pretty amazing women. Some are great mothers, some are excellent at their careers, and some are just the type of women that should follow their heart. Now don't get me wrong, I would give anything to be in a different situation with any of them.
Maybe its me? If that is the case, then I should just by my dream boat and be done with it. Lord knows I spend enough nights alone that it is starting to become expected not to change. Now, people tell me don't rush it, it will happen. Yeah, well it hasn't happened in the last 3 years, and I'm apparently not getting anymore desirable. Heck, I probably was never desired, by anyone. Oh well. the life of a sailor is always a lonely one. I'm just glad I have my Mistress.
Good night All.
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